Bitter Pill

Written some time in 2003 by Rachel Vilencia

This wound is deeper
Than any I have felt
I'm not quite sure of what to do

Is silence better?
Or do I explode
Allowing emotion to overtake me

Am I closer to God
or farther away
Have I gained a friend and lost my heart

Or found my heart
and lost my friend
Frustration seems to mount

Warm tears
Cold heart
Aching thoughts

A bitter pill
This wound too deep
As silence grows

And I shrink into myself
Alone and more afraid of the answer
Than the question