by Rachel Vilencia on Monday, October 12, 2009 at 2:02am
as I barrel through this heart of shards
the crystalline spears slice and I no longer feel
while I'm picking up the pieces of "I will"
I find that I shouldn't have
as you promise all of the right things
seconds after the end
promises fail and fall on deaf ears
my resolve is cemented in what I must do
as you go on and find what I could not be for you
and now know what losing me means
there is nothing born of this colossal destruction
of what we never could be
the crystalline spears slice and I no longer feel
while I'm picking up the pieces of "I will"
I find that I shouldn't have
as you promise all of the right things
seconds after the end
promises fail and fall on deaf ears
my resolve is cemented in what I must do
as you go on and find what I could not be for you
and now know what losing me means
there is nothing born of this colossal destruction
of what we never could be
